Melancholy

Ever had someone in your life who you thought would always be there? I did. I do. Except he's not there anymore. Ya know at one point I thought I would marry this guy. He was my best friend in the whole world and I was head over heels for him. Now, I'm married to somebody different and completely in love. But I can't deny the fact that this guy is always in the back of my mind. I miss him sooo much. OMG you just don't even know. And no, I don't miss him in THAT way, I just miss my friend. I miss our communication, our understanding, and our letters. God I miss our letters. I miss him. PERIOD. I wonder how he is doing, what he is doing and if he's happy. I hope he's happy. Like I said I love my married life but a part of me misses my friend. He is my soul mate. I am sure of that. I am married to the man I love but I miss the other half of my soul.