Update...finally!!!

Whew.....I've been sooooo busy! My "babies" started preschool! I'm not going to pretend to be sad because I'm not. They needed it and so did I. They are having so much fun and learning so much. Both their teachers comment about how good they are every day. Hearing them talk about school and their friends and hearing the songs they learned seriously melts my heart. This is just so good for them/us! With DJ I never got to enjoy his baby stages because I was pregnant w/ Maddie 2 1/2 weeks after I had him and was miserable. With Maddie I was too busy taking care of 2 babies and suffering from PPD to enjoy her. Now w/ them in school I get some one on one time w/ Spence and I am enjoying the hell of of it. He is amazing. They all are. And even though sometimes I think they are going to drive me freaking crazy they always make me smile (even if its just on the inside lol)!

We've been running around like crazy people all week trying to get Jer enrolled in school. We were late for enrollement because Jer had to retake his GED test because we couldn't find his transcripts. Its funny because he basically has to have an associates degree to do the job he does but he still had to take the test. But we got him enrolled and he started classes today. Yay! It was hilarious when we were trying to pick out classes for him (VERY limited because of the late enrollment)...he tried to take anatomy/physiology and couldn't until he enrolled in a math class ( there were none open this semester) so he couldn't take it..I was crackin up because he CUTS PEOPLE OPEN EVERY DAY...lol, he damn well better know his anatomy LMAO! Another funny part is for one of his classes he's taking Sports Officiating..it was the only class open...but REALLY??? I can't believe that's a college course!

In other news, I am a soccer coach. Yep that's right. I don't know Jack Shit about soccer but I am a coach. Should be a fun season. Our first practice is tomorrow. Wish me luck.

I'm putting off real estate school...too much going on. The kids in school, Jer in school, Jer working so much, soccer, and a baby. Yeah, too much for me but I swear one day I'll do it. For now I'm just enjoying being a sahm...sometimes it really is all its cut out to be!

So.....

I need to update. I know this. I swear I will tomorrow. I swear...really. Right now I'm a little tipsy so not a good time lol. Who knows what I might end up saying. So.....check back tomorrow lol. Oops......I guess I mean today lol, I didn't realize it was sooo late!

8 wks Today

Wow...my "baby" is 8 wks old today. Seems like I just had him yesterday and at the same time it seems like he's always been here. It completes our family perfectly. Yesterday he rolled over! So big already. And he's already sleeping through the night. Couldn't ask for much more!

On-Call

My hubby that is. And wouldn't you know it 30 minutes after he got home from work he got called in for a freaking gun shot wound AND an appendectomy to follow that. So fuck you dude who pulled the trigger. Seriously not only are you just a stupid fuck for SHOOTING someone but also for ruining my uninterrupted night of sleep. And dude (or lady) w/ the appendicitis, you suck too. I mean I'm sorry you're sick and all but WHY tonight...why not after 6am when my hubby goes off call.

I love the paychecks when hubby gets called in but I hate the long lonely nights! :(

Back To School

I'm going. Well not real school lol but real estate courses. I'm so excited. I mean really really excited. I'm also going to try to find a part time job to offset any expenses that becoming an agent ends up costing me. But I am really really excited. I just might finally feel like I have a purpose other than just raising the kids.

Yes, I know thats a lot to live for but its just not enough for me. Every since I had my son I have suffered severe depression. We lived in a state where I knew no one and had no close friends plus I had a baby w/ one on the way. After Maddie arrived I sank even further into it and then I turned to drinking. Now anyone who knows me knows who much I love drinking but I turned into a bonafied (sp) alcoholic. It sucked. Some nights I would drink 12 or more beers, some nights 9-10 glasses of wine. It was bad. I wanted better for myself and my kids but didn't know how to get out and admitting it was embarrassing as hell.

So now that I've had Spence and am back in the same state as most of my friends and family I'm not going back to that dark dark place. Instead I'm filling my life w/ tons and tons of good things! Meds (gotta love em) a new job, my wonderful family and what ever else comes this way.